3/2/10

The last several weeks have been tough with but as usual He has seen me through. I have been evaluated and diagnosed as being depressed and anxious. I have seen a Psychiatrist who has given me some medication that has allowed me to almost sleep through the night for the last 4 nights. I had been sleeping in 1.5-2 hour blocks for the last several months. Then yesterday the eye doctor felt my eyes have recovered enough for me to drive and to try to start wearing my contacts. I have not driven in 3 month. So that was great the infection is gone. I did try the contacts today for several hours successfully. Also the docotor today removed my feedingtube in a suprise move that was a tad painfull but a step in the right direction. Tonight I am driving myself to church. My friend Chuck had back surgery yesterday and fared much better than expected. He came home yesterday and we had dinner together. As always God is faithfull. I sometimes cannot see his grace in the darkness but it is there none the less. Jurgen